FFnet-wise, I'm slacking off. It's not because of dry spells. I just lack the motivation. And creative freedom tells me that fanfiction just doesn't do it for me anymore. In a way, it has crippled me substantially. I want to be a serious writer and I want to write my own original fiction, something mainstream and inherent to my roots as a Filipino ( Read more... )

So OMG.  I haven't been updating this eljay in ages because I believe my membership in our school paper demands my utmost attention. Three of my original stories will be published soon in our literary digest and I just can't wait! In the meantime, I've decided to stop slacking off in my writing duties, FFNet-wise. I think I'm making progress so far ( Read more... )

It's a New Year and I've neglected to update this eljay for several months because I haven't been writing fanfiction that long. I was busy with RL writing in our school paper so it takes a lot of my time. We'll be releasing our literary digest this February. I do update my private eljay writer_craft  to about my personal and social life, and needless to say I' ( Read more... )

Me in a nutshell according to this: introverted, irritable, feels invisible, observer, depressed, does not enjoy leadership, reveals little about self, dislikes large parties, feels undesirable, does not like to stand out, submissive, suspicious, emotionally sensitive, not a thrill seeker, solitude loving, likes silence, fragile, second guesses ( Read more... )

Aw fuck. This is what happens when I turn on the television and actually inform myself about what is going on with the world. This piece of shit is all over the Local News and why wouldn't it be? It was terrible. This Filipina accused two US military soldiers that they raped her...but it was all circumstancial evidence that even I don't know what ( Read more... )

I'm Harley. I'm one self-indulgent habit away from social demise.

And you are?

[I'm sort of out of coverage. Internet access is lacking. My resolve may not be strong enough to take it. In which case, I won't be posting new entries. So I leave y'all with this one. You can talk to me about anything, bullshit and otherwise. I could use the company. ( Read more... )

I came up with names for my children because I do that with my stuffed toys. The difference is I can buy stuffed toys. I would have bought babies but there's not much money in my saving account (not to mention I would totally be an irresponsible parent). I want to have children so I could name them (one shallow reason that's also amoral)...that is ( Read more... )

~Happy birthday Billie Joe Armstrong of Green Day~!

( I am one of those melodramatic fools, neurotic to the bone, no doubt about it! Sometimes I give myself the creeps. Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me. It all keeps adding up. I think I'm cracking up! )

I'm still on HIATUS, don't be deceived. However, I just wanted to discuss something with anybody that concerns this issue. I tried to ignore this nagging, self-loathesome feeling for months now. I just have to let it out because it seems like I need to hear other people's thoughts.

Some of you know that I write in Death Note fanfiction back in the ( Read more... )

HIATUS begins 02-01-09 and ends 04-05-09and perhaps during the following months of June to December 2009, I'll be either present or not..perhaps just not as frequently as I was before. I won't be posting entries some days but I will comment of my F-list's posts as much as I can if school won't hinder me so.

February to March

--> RL issues. Will be ( Read more... )